Thursday, April 9, 2009

Inexplicable Impatience

I am really, really struggling with impatience today that verges on being really, really sad. I feel like I am missing someone I've never met. I feel like I've lost something that I've never had. I think I am worried that I won't be able to make it through all of this. And then I worry because I don't even really know what "this" is.

1 comment:

  1. Take a deep breath. Exhale self. Inhale Holy Spirit.

    I TOTALLY remember feeling this way, and quite often now I tell Kevin, "Remember when I would fret over feeling like we would never get a child."

    It's in those moments that you need to be real - raw with the Lord and tell Him what you are struggling with. Because what it boiled down to was "unbelief" and lack of faith for me and it took me a while to identify that in my heart.

    I encourage you to get a journal. Write in it before you go to bed, and write down all those things that are going through your heart. Then pray over it. You will be amazed at how God works through that... seriously.

    I'm praying for you. I LOVE THIS BLOG! :)